PennyC, evaporated.

and now, ready to condensate :)

SAY

say you miss me say you miss me and i'll post something :P

chasing pavements

i've made up my mind, dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right, dont need to look no furthur
this aint luct, i know this is love

but if i tell the world, i 'll never say enough
cause it was not said to you
and that's exactly what i need to do if i'd end up eith u

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavement
even if it leads nowhere?
or would it be a waste even if i knew my place
should i leave it there>
should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere?

i build myself up and fly around in circles
wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it?

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavement

Everyone's Watching

Letting Go - Part 4

Dear Whoever-It-May-Concern,

You don't really have to 100percent agree with in the Letting Go - Part 1,2,&3. If you are self-centred, you might think that I'm all wrong, and you're all right.

Here are some of my personal gratitude after letting down, and letting go. It's personal. So, again, you don't have to say yes to all these. But I prefer to use the word 'you' for the statements below, well for some personal reason. Now you might be scolding me. Blow me. This is my space. So what?

Letting go of your past means accepting that there's nothing you can do to change the past.

Letting go of your past means forgiving yourself for your mistakes.

Letting go of your past means being aware of your thoughts.

Letting go of your past means trusting the nature of time.

Letting go of your past means making new connections with people.

Letting go of your past means seeking balance in your conversatins.

Letting go of your past means exploring a new world. (this is really exciting!!!)

Letting go of your past means volunteering your time.


Feels good no? I do :)


Love, P

Letting Go - Part 3

Dear Whoever-It-May-Concern,

There is a very distinct difference between 放下 and 放开. You may be 放得下, but not 放得开.

There's this little bug inside your tummy seeking for the true definition of letting go. What is letting go?

To let go does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which mean the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not try to change or blame another. Its to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for, but to care about.

To let go is not to fic, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge, but to allowe another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.

To let go is not to deny, but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is fear less and to love more.

:)

Love, P

Letting Go - Part 2

Dear Whoever-It-May-Concern,

You may be wondering why would I make such claim on Letting Go- Part 1. Try to ask yourself some of the questions below. And answer yourself honestly. I mean honestly.

• I am angry with my former love partner.
• I become emotinally upset when I think about my former love partner.
• I still have an emotionaly commitment to my former love partner.
• I still think my former partner and I get back together. (maybe that is why you refuse to see her because you are afraid that you can't hold onto it)
• I find excuses to talk to my former love partner.
• I fantasize about being with my former love partner. (there comes the bribing)
• I still try to pleae my former love partner.
• I talk about my former love partner often o others.

You don't have to answer all Yes to the above. By answering Yes to at least one of the statements above,you may still have not completely let go of your past relationship.

Reluctance to let go, althoug you've trid so hard can convice yourself that you ahve already let go, is actually a sign of unexpressed feelings. By mean the feelings that you have been suppressed and not fully felt bacause of the inability to face such feelings. You may be afraid to let go becaue it will force you to deal directly with your feelings of rejection, guilt, lonliness ans so one. That is why you avoid the feelings by not letting go.

What is a truly letting go means. It means forgiveness.

I've heard you dozen times saying: What's the point of forgiving? There is nothing in between anymore. Past is the past.

Yah, you said is past is the past. Your tongues speak it, but not your actions.

You may have to say : " I forgive ( name) and I release the hurt and anger I have felt and now go free." " I did the best I could with the knowledge I had at the time and now I forgive myself and go free."

Forgiveness is a gift you give to yourself, and this gift is the power to release you and lift your spirit. Yo can and will have a new beginning in life and new attitude when you forgive. Release yourself, and go free :)

Love, P